there are times when you feel so depressed, like what am i feeling this very moment.
it's the last day of school activity, i mean the subject thingy activity, and here i am right at 10 pm sitting in the front of this stupid computer, writing essays about electric current.
because i didn't pass my test.
why? because i didn't wrote the CONCLUSION, and I lost almost like, SIX POINTS.
okay, so now i'm the moronic one.
I admit, my grades on all the stuff such physics math and so on is not very good, indeed. and i have to pay it with extra hardwork.
it's just because i didn't do my best when it comes to test, to homework. i did not study, i did not read the book, i did not listening to what my teacher said, well you can say it's all my fault.
and i have to pay it, i know.
but it is so hard to resist, to curse, to being mad, to angry with yourself and with your tasks, seeing your friends spent their not writing the benefits of alternate current. they watch movies on youtube, and here you are, searchin the internet for definiton of evaporator room.

i know it's my fault, it's my duty.
but it's still hard to resist the willing to curse.